Sunday, March 26, 2006
Monday, March 20, 2006
heart stain
"...don't dwell on what has passed away...the dove is never free..." (leonard cohen).
leftover light in the place of ringmarks, a single cup of tea sings volumes over evening's empty howl when lost spirits are found in words that are lit by the wings of entering angels. a sign of grace in the place of hands holding hands. a sign of color's stain in the rain of the hours. a sign of the perfect offering given over to erasure in the space of hearts. [but it won't go away].
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
returned to sender
rising this morning with the weight of sixty six days on my shoulder i was defeated. the angel-warrior had pushed me down with the kind of indifference you dream of when nightmares come. in the light of sacred grace i swear i don’t understand it. or i do understand it, and that is what has made me weak this day. 'i can't.' 'i can't.' 'i can't.' and all at once i am made sick with terror – the terror of care pushed down in the space of one, the terror of human grace grown thin with age, the terror of empty gifts left unopened, made small, returned to sender. returned to sender. returned to sender. [i still dream of the light. do you?]
Monday, March 06, 2006
moon hymn
as fate would have it, i saw him walk past my window last night. in my sleep, i dreamed of kindness until the sun set and left this world in all its rubble. in memory, i bled -- trails of sacred footprints in each tear, trails of friendship left wounded in ice. i have found the secret sun, a man of god in the folds of the rocks. and yet in the memory of uncut castles, i weep. in the justice which drowns compassion, i weep. in the pain that fills earth's opening with coal, i weep. [and in the moon's humming remainder, the man of god gently smiles and holds the opal in his hand, turning each occlusion to the light until the brilliance of human fire shines through the dust].